永远

永远都会有一封发不出去的信息....
真的会是永远吗？

我该怎么办？

我失去了我生命中最重要的两个人--->你和她
我知道这一切都不可能回头了，是吧？
当初我所做的一切，
让我失去了你们。='(
我也知道我不应该再来这里写任何东西，
可是没有一个人能让我真的把我心里最深最深的话说出来。
我真的不知道该对谁说，
我很想找你们，很想知道你们的近况，可是我没勇气，
我怕我的电话号码已经从你们的电话里消失了，
我怕你们不回我，我很怕我真的会永远地失去你们。
可是现在我真的失去了你们了，
我不懂得珍惜。
如果没错，你是不会再来这里了吧？
有没有人可以叫我到底可以怎样做？
我们是不是真的不可能像以前那样了？

13.5.2012

从今以后我的事与你无关了..

6.4.2012

have a nice day with friends...<3
but argue with you again...=(
why every time also like that?  
你過不了你自己心裡那一關...

是不是???

一天,一天,一天,一天,一天,一天,七天,九一天,...,...
直到永遠~~~~~~~~~

你也不會來這裡...

ONE THOUSAND DAYS!!!!!!!!!!

we already passed 1000 days...
we faced many problem...
we changed...
we cried...
we argued...
many things we did before...
although i long time din visit here...
but you?
did u forgot the blog that we together created?
u said u wont gave me promise about this blog because u scare u wont do it..
but u gave yourself a promise you will visit here every friday...
how?
i don't no u really got visit here and look the post i wrote or else?
yet...
it is nothing for me...(true or false)<----i also don't no...=D

goodnight...=D
enjoy ur trip with your family...<3

5.4.2012
stop for waiting those promise...
it never come true..
keep remember it...
just will unhappy...

actually i want to phone call...
i just waiting you to say it...
but NO...
bcz today is the last day we can chat before u leave sandakan...
you sure have no time or no place to chat with...
no matter u at kk or kl...

enjoy your trip...999 days...<3

16/2

let me calm down....

let me forget everything...